As so many, I was very saddened to learn The Bad News today.  Shaking my head all day long.  Trying to make sense of it.  Coming up with nothing.  Just sadness and a feeling of hopelessness.  I fucking do not like it and there is nothing I can do about it.  I am praying for you Anthony, and regretting so much that it could not have been worked out.  I wish you had stayed with us.